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Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Why not?


Stress bunny. That’s me.

So why sign up for Nablopomo for February? I have a lot of smart alecky responses to that, but I’ll spare you and say I figured, “Why not?”

I’m not always a “Why not?” kind of person. But this stress and the funny, fluttery, pleasantly/unpleasantly on-edge feeling in the middle of my chest told me to do it. No, I’m not hearing voices, not yet. More of an urge, a yearning, a desire for forward motion.

I’m in transition. I don’t know where I’m going. I don’t know how to be at peace. Did I ever know?

If I’m not at peace and stressed out, what’s one more thing like a little old commitment to Nablopomo for February? Why in the heck not blog every day for a month?

Another thought I’ll add is that I am so thankful for second chances. Remember when I posted that I was “gone fishin’” to edit my friend R. K. Ryals book, Ransom? I flaked out on her, edited a chapter or two, got the migraine from hell that lasted two weeks, and was humiliated that I hadn’t kept my commitment to her in the way I had hoped.

But she didn’t give up on me. I got it back together and started editing again this week.  

Her work is amazing, and it truly is – I’m going to get corny here—an honor to work on her book. How often in life are we able to say that? That it’s an honor to work with someone?

Although being in the presence of so much natural talent as R.K. has is daunting to me as a writer, as someone who aspires to publish my own book-length works one day, I wouldn’t miss the fantastic experience of editing Ransom, not for the world.

Thanks for giving me a second chance, for maybe the third time?, R. K. J Second chances are sometimes even better than first chances.

Here we go, month of February, month of darkness. You’re a dark month, but you’re not fooling me. There’s a minute more of daylight every day. I’ll take that.

Nablopomo: glorious madness. Let’s tear the roof off the mother sucker. 

20 comments:

  1. I hate so much to ask, but I see it everywhere, with never an explanation. Nablopomo…? Sorry. And I see nothing corny about honor. Not a doggoned thing.

    Also, at the risk of repeating myself, I have commented in the past that Annie, the NorCal gluten guru, always observes that one frequent cause of migraines, is gluten in the diet. I personally worked with a teacher for years who not only discovered she was gluten-intolerant, she retired from teaching and opened up her own business, selling gluten-free flours and mixes. Her biggest symptom was raging headaches. My oldest son and Annie are Celiacs, so I know all about "dedicated Kitchens" and how pervasive gluten is. I'm do

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  2. That was supposed to be, "I'm done," but my computer keeps cutting off the last few characters.

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  3. Thanks so much for the comment, Mark. I've been wondering about the gluten aspect. Pinpointing migraines triggers is hard and hit or miss, but I'm at the point where I'll consider most anything that may help.

    Nablopomo, at least the one that I know of (I think a lot of different sites may have it), is through BlogHer, and means that a blogger agrees to post every day for a month. So we started a Nablopomo for February and you can join up until Feb. 5. Why not join us? It's amazing the camaraderie it can build.

    Here's a link that may explain it better:

    http://www.blogher.com/blogher-topics/blogging-social-media/nablopomo

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  4. Melanie, I also am a "why not" kind of girl, although there are lots of valid reasons for saying no :) I've done Nablopomo November, December and now January. I want to say no to February. But I'll probably say why not?!

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    1. I am in awe of your accomplishments. Truly, you are a blogger of steel.

      On the other hand, I am perhaps a blogger of oatmeal, but I'll give it a go anyhow. Thanks so much for stopping by!

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  5. Yay! I did the NaBloPoMo in November, and just committed to February! nice to see you again :)

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    1. You too! Whoever tagged Nablopomo as glorious madness was a genius. Here's to blogging until our fingers bleed. Well, maybe not that far. Hate the sight of blood. :)

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  6. I said "Why not?" too...I think I'm a bit insane to do it myself. I did it last month and failed, I missed about 10 days. I don't know why I signed up this month knowing I'll be spending the month doing the last push on rewrites and edits for my novel. Yet, here I am. GOOD LUCK TO YOU!

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  7. Good luck to you, too, Curvy Writer. Love that name! Hey-- just because you missed a few days doesn't count as a fail. Thank goodness there aren't Nablopomo police! Doing re-writes and edits on a novel more than makes up for it!

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  8. Good luck with NaBloPoMo. I'm jumping in to my second in a row.

    And thanks for reminding me about the additional daylight each day!! That is great!

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  9. Good luck to you as well, a.eye! That extra minute a day is like gold to me!

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  10. Woot! Woot! Best of Luck Mel! I will be cheering you on!

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    1. Thanks, VV! You are a pal! Thinking of you today!

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  11. In my book, January is the month of darkness - we start seeing hints of the light again in February.... and some trees start to blossom in February - all signs that the earth will be born again. In theory, I like the idea of a post a day but I would have to be crazy right now to do that. Or, let's just say I would drive myself crazy b/c I would push myself to do it every day rathe than accept that it might not happen.

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    1. Yes, I know what you mean-- after doing it in November, I needed to breathe for a couple of months.I'm telling myself that even a paragraph counts as a post. But it better be some paragraph, or I'll beat myself with a wet spaghetti noodle.

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  12. Rock it! I'm excited to read more from you!

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    1. Thanks Laine! I may need a parachute for this flight. :)

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  13. I've said "why not?" every month since November. Some days have left me with another question: "What the hell was I thinking?" but mostly it has been a pleasure! Looking forward to reading your February posts.

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  14. My hero! You are an amazing blogger, lady!

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  15. Yay! I'm glad to see you are posting again! I am abysmally behind on reading but I WILL catch up to you.

    I'm also glad you're feeling better.

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